x sanggup

yaAllah,,dy dah bhgia yaAllah...td aku nmpkdy wat status ngn pompn tuh 'married' ape sume tuh..??? aku x sggup nk bhgia d dpn mter dy dgn berpure2..nth2 esok dy x jd jumpe aku cse dy mmg dah x nk jumpe aku,,... dye dah happy ngn pompuan tuh,...aku mnyesal sebb dah syg at dy.. skit yaAllah hati ini... adakh dy tahu dalm hti kecil ini sedng menangis...??? 'deqya' yg selme ni dye msg tuh lah gf bru dy... dah ni k d tkdrkn utk ak dpermainkn perasaan ini oleh seorg hamba yg bernma lelaki??? mungkin aku x sesexy pompuan tuh,aku tdk se lawa pompuan tuh,aku tdak sebjak pompuan tuh...inilh dri aku... hmm...x sggp dri ini utk dbohongi lgi...stop it...!!!

this song for u...

 I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl

who gives a shit

behind this wall

You've just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said

You left them riding through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here.

I love the way you are

It's who I am, don't have to try hard

We always say, say like it is

And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said

You left them riding through my head

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did

Didn't think about it, just went with it

You're always there, you're everywhere

But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you to know

That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go

I just wanna let you to know

That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here (I wish you were)

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,

What I'd do to have you

here, here, here

I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn

What I'd do to have you

near, near, near

I wish you were here.

my besties...

dis is my fren..left:mazuin,umi,me,fara,ikin n amalina...mmg saye mgku without dyorg..sye akn rse sunyi...heee...i hpe hbgn kiter x kn terputus untill die..n i hpe sush seng kite ttap bersme.. aku syg korg angt..korg kawn aku yg pling comel n sweet...atooottooo...
 disini juga memori tercipta..walau seketika terjalin kasih kita..mungkin disini kita kn terpisah..kenangn bersama..tiada ku lupa.... FREND FOREVER....

knyataan yg sukar dterima

npe u wat camni at i??is it my fault??mungkin ni jugax salh aku cse ak x pndai nk jge hati dy..aku abaikn dy...but i hve couses y i do that???dulu kaw layn aku mcm seorg puteri..kaw  x kesah aper aku wat..ko sggp setju kiter clsh n smbg lepas exm..ko sanggup tggu sampai aku abis exam...aku hargai semue tuh..smpai lah..kiter kapel blik..kapel utk kli kedue aku mula rse syg kat kaw..i dnt want u leave me...i syg sgt kat u...but..tonyte u kate u dah kapel ngn pompuan lain..tgn i menggigil..i x cayer yg u sggp wat camni..u kate btter kite jd kwan..n u said u still love me..but y u do like tht??i sendiri x phm...i thnk,if kiter jumpe i want give u key chain love..but u dah explain all for me..
  ini dah 2 kli aku kner ngn laki mcm nih,,...dye dah wat aku syg at dye n then dy sakitkn haty aku plk... sebb tuh aku mals nk kapel2 bcse i dont want smthng hppnd like this... ya Allah..tabahkn hati aku untuk terime sume nih... aku lemah dalam perkre sebgini yaAllah... kaw bukakn pintu hati aku yaAllah untk terime semua nih... honestly..i syg at u..im sad when i dngr lgu yg u  recrd tuk i...but kne terime sume nih..im not for u..

reunion PKBM 2011

   
    hari ni bersamaan dengn 25 december 2011..reunion pkbm diadakn...tpi aku x dpat nk hadirkn dri aku..cze terdapt byk pekre yg menghalng aku tok join reunion tuh...sedih sgt....cze x dot nk join...
dan hari ni jgak my besties (fara rara) ader wat mkn2 at umah dy..n aku x dpt g gak..hmmmm...leceh tol law x der trnspot nih...ishh.. dan harini jgak bbq at umah nenek aku terpkse dbtlkn..cze alasan yg same gak... stress angt...im so sory guys...i hve dffclt mke dsition... ;''(

renung2kan...

       Is it true yg kiamat berlku 2012???? who says??only god know about that... bnyk dah cerite syko cam tu... like the day after tmorrow,2012...and so on...dalam alquran hanya dberithu kiamat berlku hanya pada hari jumaat sahaja..yang selbihnyer hanya Allah yg tahu... antra tnda2 kiamat ialah.. mathari terbt seblah BARAT..muncul dajjal dri bumi..turun nabi isa untuk membunuh dajjal...umat islam berpecah belah..hijaunya bumi arafah.. 3 kali gempa bumi berturut2..lahirnya ank2 dari hasil zina yg ramai..munculnya nabi2 palsu ke40..keluarnya ya'jub dan ma'jub..diangkat Alquran dan ilmu2 agama dari manusia..munculnya imam mahadi..keluar asab tebal di bumi hijjaz..terdengar tiupan sangkakala pertama,kedua...
    Pernah x korg terfkir..korg bersedia ker nk MENINGGALKN DUNIA ini buat SELAMANYA..???tiada kehdupn didunia lgi selpas ini???hanya kehidupan d akhirat saje.. pasti kite akan merindui kehidupan kiter d dunia nanti..tetpi kehidpn kite d akhirat adlh kbhgiaan yg kekl utk kite selmnya..adakah Allah akn memberi kehdupn didunia lgi utk kite selpas ini??kun faa ya'kunn...
    Selgi kite dberi peluang oleh Nya..kite harus mnggunakn peluang itu sebaik mungkin... Allah sentiasaada di sisi hambanya yg bertaqwa...ya ALLAH..kau ringankn lah bebanan yg bakal kami timpa pada hari kiamat itu ya allah...bismillahitawakaltu alaallah...

love song..

Lyrics Lirik Lagu Celine Dion – My Heart Will Go On (OST Titanic)

Every night in my dreams
I see you I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we’re one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we’ll always go on

Near far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not
go away

You’re here there’s nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We’ll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

camera idaman ku..

harap2 aku dapt benda nih satu...hehehe...gourges...! >_<'

i luv u all

aku harap kiter akn bersame sampai akhir hayat... biar suka dan duka kite bersama...jngn jadi kacang lupkn kulit...hopeless..

my story

Assalmualaikum..hye!..tq spe yg sudi bce blog aku...hmm..first,aku nk citer about my self...i'm nurhudasyaira..bleh pggl aku huda,ira,shira pun bleh..aku duk bntg,selangor..aku dtg dri keluarge yg sderhne..bru pas hbis frm5.. honestly,aku bkn org yg peramh..aku akn jdi peramh if org tuh peramh..hahhaa.. shy2 sikit lorh..aku senang bertolak ansur ngn seseorg...responsblity..epprcte each other jugak lah..tuh penting..hahhaa...aku mudah touchng ok..aku akn ngis kalau sesuatu perkre tuh sgt sedih bg aku..huu... org yg pling aku syg dlam dunia ni tht is my mom and my dad..law x der dorg aku rse hidup aku x perfct...secnd,adex badex aku lah...evn kteorg ni suke bgaduh,bleh d ktekn setiap hary kiterorg bgaduh..tp lau x der salah sorg dalm umh aku akn rse borink sgt...lg2 adex aku yg last..nme dye tuah...
  
    Banyak impian aku sebnrnyer suatu hari nanti..kalau boleh aku nk jadi kaye..aku nk ubah hidup family aku..aku x suke org mebndg2kn fmily aku..setiap kli aku dengr,semkin strng semgt aku tuk ubah mse depan fmily aku..hpe impian aku jadi kenyataan suatu hari nanti..amin.. 
  
   Secnd impian aku..aku nk g korea...teringn sgt nk g sne...dri sekolah rendah aku impikn nk g korea.. aku akn simpan duit kerja aku tuk g sne...skli seumur hdup pon jadi lah... bawak org yg tersyg...hahhaaa.... x kesh lah ngn fmily aku k..or ngn sespe jelah..aslkn org tuh org yg spciel dlm hidup aku... i want to gve him hpness life cse i love them..