Saturday, 25 February 2012

sembang sembong...

salam..anyeong allz...hmm...x taw nk cter ape...hahaha...k lah..pada 11/3 nih..majlis perkahwinan sppu ak d adekn d kg ak at btu laut...ak harap sume berjaln ngn lncar...at d sametme,ak harap sume mkck aku dapat berkmpl n berbaik semula...tme tuh jugak ader sorng mamat yg berlagak nih akn dtg pda mjlis tuh nanti...aku x sabar nk tengk reaksi dy...sombng...hmmm...tme x der mkwe,cri aku...tme ad mkwe,kepit jer bwah ketiak mkwe dy...ak harap.tme tuh dy x bwk mkwe dy sekli...hmm...aku x dapt nk bygkn ap rupe mkwe dy..tp yg pasti dy lagy cantik dari aku....hhahahaa....i know that...im not perfect girl..just wait n see...hahhaaa.... but im not sure yg i leh cuti waktu tuh..hmm..tkut bos x bg lah...what must i do???hmmm.... sgt tensen bile difikirkn...  ok lah...jam pon dah kol 1.20 pg... i hve to go...saje singgah my blog..  dalam byk2 blog,i suke bace  blog my csin, LIATO`S MOMENTS...penuh ngn perisa blog dye...awesome lah...law aku buka blog,aku akn bce blog dy dulu...hehhee...best....ape2pon...aku akn cari idea utk mnjadikn blog aku penuh dngn perisa...hahaa...seeyah...salam... kumasimnida....

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

me and work...!!

salam...anyeong allz..!! im back..hahhaha....ectly..bz sikit..biase lah,...dah kjer kan..cari duit..dari dok umah lgsng x dapat ppe...hmmm..mmg x r...hahhaa.... first, aku kje kat kdai bata 4 hari jer..hahhaa...pastuhaku benti...x thn r... sume sakit...pnjt sane sini,houskipng agy ...hmmm...so tired...tmbh agy bos yg kurng mnyenangkn...hahhaa.... erti kate lain "gatal"...hmmm....ckup pntng aku mnusia camni..cam nak pijak je muke dy...tht y aku benti...
  secnd,aku kje at kdaai cermn mte "NINE NINE EYE WORLD"..sape yg taw kdai nih law nk wat cermn mte just g kdai ni n cari sle girl nme uda ok...hahhaa....dapt cmution  sikit...hahhaa...best kje situ..hidup pon semkn happy..bos yg hnsem agy baik..tp borink cse he always silent man..hahhaa....but spervser dy nme dy HUI HUI and ALAN...best kjer ngn dyorng,...ngn hui boleh layan cite korean or movie n borak2...ngn alan boleh men fb..hahhaha....best....exctly dyorg couple..sweet angt...aku suke tgk dyorng...hui always says anythng about alan to me..suke sgt dngar...hahhaa....hui cute sangt..sampai kwn aku,faz x leh tgk dy..rse cam nk cubit...alan pon ensem  gak..hahhaa...exctly alan n bos adik beradik..alan is young brother..i know tht..hahhaaa.... but i thnk i hve to go... i apply working at putrajaya..my couson recmnt...but i dont know when i start work at d...hmm,...hope i got it...ok...see again r,...anyeong...!!

Saturday, 7 January 2012

my befday..


yeaahhh..today is my befday...7/1/2012... adakah kli terakhir ak menymbut befday ak...aku pon x taw.. umur aku skunk 18 tahun.. aku happy cse rmai fren wish my befday..thnx korg..aku syg korng..aku ingt an korg lupe date befday aku..upe2nyer x..hahhaa...thnx a lots!! u all awesome lah...even my ex x wish,,..hmmm..ak der rse sedih sikit ar..hmm,td gf dy sound ak... seriesly..aku bukn selfish...ak x paham y dalam sume masalh lelaki aku yg kner mengalah..y aku???ko x pnh fahm perasaan aku kn...ak pon ader hty dan persaan..bukn utk korg mempermainkn sesuke hty...aku akn mengalah..aku akn mengalah...tp sampai bile..????? adkh aku perasaan aku hnya utk dpermainkn oleh korg... x lyak k ak dapat kbhgiaan n ksih syg mcm korg???? bru aku cube utk lupekn sumer tuh..tp kaw yg buat aku ingt at dy blik...tlg hargai aku walau sedikit pon... aku bukn patung dalam hidup korg.. aku ingn meliht kaw bhgia tpy hti kecil ak terase d sakiti.... Allah yg maha esa...aku hanya mampu berserah...tahun ini,aku sambut hri jadi dengan 2 perasaan.. gembire sebab kawan...sedih sebb kaw...ak syg kaw bodoh!!!tp kaw x taw.. aku doakn korg bahagia... mybe itu je yg harus aku lkukn utk aku mndapt ktengn di sudut kecil hti ku ini...aku harap selpas ini,biarlah cinta aku..menjadi cinta sejati utk aku..insyaallh... aku doakn kaw at sne sentiasa tenang n aku tggu kaw sampai kaw blik... ape2 pon aku nk kiter jdi kawn...pliz,ingt kte2 aku seblom kiter kapel..if kiter clsh sekli pon kiter still jadi kawn.. aku harap aku dapat sambut befday ak yg akn dtg dengn org yg aku syg iaitu cinta sejti ak... amin...~~~

Wednesday, 28 December 2011

x sanggup

yaAllah,,dy dah bhgia yaAllah...td aku nmpkdy wat status ngn pompn tuh 'married' ape sume tuh..??? aku x sggup nk bhgia d dpn mter dy dgn berpure2..nth2 esok dy x jd jumpe aku cse dy mmg dah x nk jumpe aku,,... dye dah happy ngn pompuan tuh,...aku mnyesal sebb dah syg at dy.. skit yaAllah hati ini... adakh dy tahu dalm hti kecil ini sedng menangis...??? 'deqya' yg selme ni dye msg tuh lah gf bru dy... dah ni k d tkdrkn utk ak dpermainkn perasaan ini oleh seorg hamba yg bernma lelaki??? mungkin aku x sesexy pompuan tuh,aku tdk se lawa pompuan tuh,aku tdak sebjak pompuan tuh...inilh dri aku... hmm...x sggp dri ini utk dbohongi lgi...stop it...!!!

this song for u...



 I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.


my besties...

dis is my fren..left:mazuin,umi,me,fara,ikin n amalina...mmg saye mgku without dyorg..sye akn rse sunyi...heee...i hpe hbgn kiter x kn terputus untill die..n i hpe sush seng kite ttap bersme.. aku syg korg angt..korg kawn aku yg pling comel n sweet...atooottooo...
 disini juga memori tercipta..walau seketika terjalin kasih kita..mungkin disini kita kn terpisah..kenangn bersama..tiada ku lupa.... FREND FOREVER....

Sunday, 25 December 2011

knyataan yg sukar dterima


npe u wat camni at i??is it my fault??mungkin ni jugax salh aku cse ak x pndai nk jge hati dy..aku abaikn dy...but i hve couses y i do that???dulu kaw layn aku mcm seorg puteri..kaw  x kesah aper aku wat..ko sggp setju kiter clsh n smbg lepas exm..ko sanggup tggu sampai aku abis exam...aku hargai semue tuh..smpai lah..kiter kapel blik..kapel utk kli kedue aku mula rse syg kat kaw..i dnt want u leave me...i syg sgt kat u...but..tonyte u kate u dah kapel ngn pompuan lain..tgn i menggigil..i x cayer yg u sggp wat camni..u kate btter kite jd kwan..n u said u still love me..but y u do like tht??i sendiri x phm...i thnk,if kiter jumpe i want give u key chain love..but u dah explain all for me..
  ini dah 2 kli aku kner ngn laki mcm nih,,...dye dah wat aku syg at dye n then dy sakitkn haty aku plk... sebb tuh aku mals nk kapel2 bcse i dont want smthng hppnd like this... ya Allah..tabahkn hati aku untuk terime sume nih... aku lemah dalam perkre sebgini yaAllah... kaw bukakn pintu hati aku yaAllah untk terime semua nih... honestly..i syg at u..im sad when i dngr lgu yg u  recrd tuk i...but kne terime sume nih..im not for u..